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The Outcast Qlub

by Wherestoday

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1.
Cut to Black 04:33
I guess it's true, we won the lottery Hey I'm just quoting your sayings Does it make your eyes watery We're not in charge of your feelings You're facing another lifestyle allegory But you stand on the wrong side of history We just ended up here after finding our way And we're not going away You're gonna fall And get back up As a figure part of us Just answer the call We won't backtrack If you're about to attack (Now cut to black) It's bold to say that we're not meant to be Have you looked at your reflection It was never a matter of he or she We ain't too fond of deflection You're quick to mischaracterize an entity Yet had no say in your assigned identity Just some introspection brought us all outta there And we're not going anywhere You're gonna fall And get back up As a figure part of us You've answered the call So don't fall back The code is about to crack (Now cut to black) Ladies, gents, and everyone else We're in our rightful place Men of Venus, women of Mars And travelers among the stars Time to claim our space Let's go!
2.
Have you heard the sound of the breaches Something we can outrun Gotta get out of what it teaches Something I've never done I don't wanna know The ultimate consequence It is not my type to predict if I stooped low By taking the chance I just wanna go If you are somewhat nearby Together it's worth the try One of these days we're gonna find a way To get that far Feel no more daze because we're here to stay It's who we are Have you seen the podium of speeches Somewhere we are unknown Gotta look at what our heart reaches Somewhere we haven't grown I don't wanna blow My only opportunity It is not my type to hide and not take the chance I didn't stoop this low I don't wanna go If you aren't somewhat nearby The world is ours to defy One of these days we're gonna find a way To get that far Feel no more daze because we're here to stay It's who we are One of these days we're gonna find a way To heal our scars Feel no more daze because we're here to play Among the stars One of these days
3.
Wizard Girl 04:22
Opened the door With just the tip of her finger What she's up to is what I wonder All bottled up I'm a lil' boy trapped on her calendar But not for any longer I caught her eye, she grins with grace There's no escape, I'm losing face Her concoction is on the case It's reaching for me without a trace Wizard girl Cast your spell on me (All I want is more) Can't take it anymore Wizard girl Why did you pick on me (All I want's your soul) Babe take me as a whole Opens the door Still with the tip of her finger What can she do with all the others She's gettin' something It's not the time to just linger Gotta satisfy my hunger Let's say we're not like we once were Perhaps I just wanna become her First I'll break free and set the pace And hopefully I'll get to third base Wizard girl Cast your spell on me (All I want is more) Can't take it anymore Wizard girl Why did you pick on me (All I want's your soul) Babe you're my ultimate goal Open your eyes Did you realize your reign's over No time to talk, I'm takin' over She's so surprised I made it out and I fooled her Now it's all in my favor Your medicine, do you like its taste Let it sink in, while I hold your waist I've waited quite for your embrace Tonight our love will fill up the place Wizard girl Cast your spell on me (All I want is more) Can't take it anymore Wizard girl Now it's your turn to see (All I want's your soul) You're not alone at all
4.
Holding On 05:00
I'm a mess, I don't care if it wasn't properly disclosed I don't know how to go on without you More or less, now the door for our road together is closed Should I go on my own without you Thinking of memories makes me lose pace Cause well, the past sure seems so seamless But there's a part of me that I just won't chase Cause well, we've only scratched the surface But I don't want to erode by the sands of time For my attempts reduced to dust Will I lose my life at the hands of my pastime To lust what I cannot trust, is this what we wanted? Tell me why my faith's broken to the core I gotta try not to stare at the world from a dome So now that you're gone, it's my turn to stop to roam I am in the wrong so I'll sing along Cause I'm holding on until the cows come home You're at rest, though you pretty much kept our dreams afloat High or low, they were hard to get through We're the best, through the cruel tidal waves we hung on to the boat But the flow never looked so blue Mystery can't appease my internalized race Cause well, the future seems so heartless And there's a part of me that'll take its place Cause I forbid myself to lose face But I don't want to erode by the sands of time For my attempts reduced to dust Will I lose my mind at a mountain I can't climb And adjust to a life unjust, this ain't what we wanted Tell me why my faith's broken to the core I gotta try not to stare at the world from a dome So now that you're gone, it's my turn to stop to roam I am in the wrong so I'll sing along Cause I'm holding on until the cows come home We keep our heads in the storm clouds To live out of thinking out loud But can we count on ephemeral sparks To survive in the dark Tell me why my faith's broken to the core I gotta try not to stare at the world from a dome So now that you're gone, it's my turn to stop to roam I am in the wrong so I'll sing along Cause I'm holding on until the cows come home Until you come back home
5.
Ego 04:40
Save me from my mischief For I have a second belief A motive for another relief Misguided without a chief This world knows how to deceive But I see what no one will percieve A reflection I believe Is it time for me to leave My ego's the only thing I know I gotta keep up and stay in the shadow Long ago it was the risk I took My life is made up for their lack of outlook They've grown alongside their tease They all seem to get to you with ease It's no wonder your faith may decrease Some even to their own decease I will both die and grieve Think of it like Adam and Eve Trapped in one conflicted body It's finally her turn to be My ego is nothing but hollow Should I keep up, the world is so shallow All you know's the cover of the book I'll now open up for everyone to look (Born a man) It's time to break my mold and man it should be easy Cause there is nothing more fragile than masculinity You shed blood sweat and tears to stop whoever's like me 'Til we're compelled to live the same but quite literally You're capable to acknowledge the minority So set aside your ignorance and show some empathy To be open isn't a statement made politically Have you forgot the basic tenets of humanity Don't you dare to compare We're just like you, we just want a share We're defined, we're assigned Differing makes us the bane of mankind Cram these lines in your mind To respect us won't cost you a spine We're one kind, one bloodline And I wish we were all colorblind Your ego will break in half also The choice to grow up belongs to yourself though I'll be with you when you see what's in store You'll reap what you sow like the skins we all once wore
6.
What a delight to talk to you again My questions were asked in pure vain I would never back down, I'm breaking these chains She says they're sinners, nothing but stains All of my hope goes down the drain I found a way But then you walked away I think about it night and day Whatever you'd like to say This view will even stay When my body will decay Can't you see I'm better off this way don't you agree Can't you come And look out for yourself that I'm not alone Why does it always come undone I'll never look like a man ever again I announced that I would climb the highest mountain My mind caved in and got rid of the pain Through my eyes like hard rain I would not stop But I fell from the top Like a lonely water drop Then I got up To reveal a closeup Of a boy who'll never grow up Can't you see I'm better off this way don't you agree Can't you come And look out for yourself that I'm not alone Why does it always come undone My heart weighs a ton Why do you act like you've lost your son Just look at what you've done All of your words fire one by one Like a thousand guns Will you admire me among the suns After all, I'm your loved one Can't you see I'm better off this way don't you agree Can't you come And look out for yourself that I'm not alone (not alone) Can't you see I'm better off this way cause now I'm free (I am free, finally) Can't you come And realize that I am still someone (mother can't you see I'm still someone) Why does it always come undone
7.
The Way In 03:45
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The Way Out 05:25
9.
Then < Now 03:30
Same story, different name Same glory, changing gains Just don't be sorry, we'll just move on I understand you were carried away You'll have regrets for me to look upon But I swear it's fine cause we will find a way I know we've come this far And I won't stop So now aim for the stars Then weigh up then and now Same story, different games We were young and free, we lived in flames This creeping anxiety will carry on Showing its fangs in a strive for its prey To tame this beast makes you feel like a pawn But it's worth it all when you invite it out to play I know we've come this far And I won't stop So now aim for the stars Then weigh up then and now

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This is a compilation of old and recent material that more or less conceptualizes the antitheses of solidarity in loneliness, daydreams during nightmares, and overwhelming dark rooms containing blinding lights of hope that, even when being acknowledged for a short second, leave a lasting imprint, a lingering afterimage, like when glimpsing at the sun.

But most of all, this is a compilation that symbolizes progress in stagnation.

I haven't personally released anything worthwhile in five years. Most of the tracks featured here were either unreleased, or remained works in progress for far too long. And I think this faithfully represents my current state, though since then, I believe I've reached a turning point. Unfortunate departures and valuable encounters, as well as miserable dissolution and glorious new opportunities, all came crashing down, changing my life for the better. I'm grateful for the highs in the lows, making me finally realize what sets apart then and now.

Thank you for incidentally joining my Outcast Qlub,

Wherestoday

Pour Émilie.

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released March 31, 2019

All songs written and produced by Wherestoday

Cut to Black co-produced with Dangerace
Wizard Girl co-produced with Pay Per Vu
Tenor saxophone sample by Francis Viau
Ego guitar sample by Félix Beaudoin

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Queer electronic rocker.

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